Don't Let Others Control Your Life

2007-01-18T04:55:00.000-08:00

since there's nth to do nw, i might as well update... todae's lesson super boring??? haha math... have test.. fail liao lor.. :'( ... chem... haha did experiment.... my salt is yellow and i am super proud of it... cuz very unique!!! eng... its always so SIAN... geog... haha... did te sentences ding... :) quite fun la.. chinese... omg... i practically laughed for the WHOLE lesson.. wah... break record le... :P

watchin tv nw... heh... there nth to write de lor...

hope`its`turn`out`all`rite`

tiz isnt fun at ALL

2007-01-13T08:29:00.000-08:00

~sch sux wif around.

~ok la it was quite funwhen we decorate the nitic board w/o u around.. heh... the drawin of faces, writin of names, testin of smiley faces.... i must admit, tt the happiest day for tiz year so FAR... 'kuai le de' time will past super fast... so sad... 3GR the name is very STRANGE de... grgr.. :( even when i write capital letter de G is soooooooo diff 2 write nice...

~dunno wan 2 make cclass teeeeeee not... or should make another 2rp class tee...( gd idea huh?)

~theres really nth 2 write abt.

~ohya and 'hao peng you' nice

~why am i flooding my blog lyk tt??

~-_-''' oh tiz my 'zhao pai' drawing.. haha...

~and i haven ask the class msn and bd...

~so late le...my hw still yi da dui... dunno hw 2 start everyding. eng journal muz write 'gan xiang' isit? chi compo write house ding. math... give up le... i do 2 question all wrong... oh.. the quiz... the quiz simpler than my ws...

~will nort tok abt the teachers la... dun be so bad...

i've`blogged`

live`isnt`fun`w/o`u`

omg... crapp...

2006-11-30T23:07:00.000-08:00

doin tiz then can 'hai' my sis... haha... evil...

Instructions: the tagged victim has to come up with at least 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of their target. Tag 5 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged a 2nd time, there's no need to post again.The perfect guy:

1<=> able 2 accept most of muai bad points???
2<=> dun mind if i keep tokin????
3<=> 'hao ren' as in no drug bla bla???
4<=> not those anti-social type???
5<=> dun ever flirt... but can tok 2 them???
6<=> dun lyk everything 'you wo jue din'...???
7<=> muz be taller than me??? cuz i'm already soooooooo short... haha....
8<=> at least one same interest???
9<=> be 'happy fruit'???
10<=> can 'tan xin shi' de...???
11<=> not gay??? haha
12<=> as noisy as me sometimes???
13<=> know when i wan 2 be alone???
14<=> won't mind if i am crazy???
15<=> won't mind if i tok 2 guys???

those who mid 2 do... muahahaha... sabo...

1-MAVIS
2-GLAYDS
3-SI HUA
4-TANIA
5-RUISHAN

if u wan 2 do, do.... hahahahahahahahahaha.... dun wan 2 do suan` le... haha..

holidaes`r`boring`

i lazy 2 blog...

2006-11-17T00:37:00.000-08:00

my blog is lyk so dead... haha... i have so much things 2 tell everyone... but i lazy 2 blog... haha.. i lag soooooooo much nowadaes... .haha.. my trip 2 malaysia isn't fun at all...
1st day=> we waited 4 1/2hr plus plus 4 der buz 2 come... they asked us 2 reach at 8 i think... and we set off at 8.45.. argghhh!!! i was so restless wanted to walk walk.. haha... bought SWEETS!!! there... wanted 2 buy chocolate but by the time it reach malaysia, i will have 2 drink chocolate juice? we reached malaca? i dunno hw 2 spell... it started to rain... ahh!!! it raiined 4 soooooooooooooooooolong we stayed in the hotel till 5 plus plus... and we didn't eat anythin till very late... then we went 2 eat chicken rice ball... haha.. it was nice... yumyum... when i was eatin the last one, it dropped.. in front of my mom's plate... haha... we wanted 2 'da pao' some back 2 pur hotel but we were toooooo hungry... haha... then a night, abt 8 plus plus, my mom's fwen ask if we wanted 2 go out to eat... we sat a van dere, my sis, mom and miii... we went 2 eat satay... the satay damn special.. haha... the sauce is in the centre of the table then its BOILIN HOT!!! haha... it chili hot too... so i didn't eat much... haha...

2nd day=> the same ding happened in the morning... tiz time we waited even longer at the hotel... its lyk my whole morning gone... arggghhhh!!! the hotel person? said tata the tour ding every time late de.... haha.. we sat a small van to a place dunno where then change van... tata stupid DING drove the van soooooooooo fast i feel lyk i gonna fly of the van... then wen we went uphilll,(to genting) the stupid DING drove sooooooooooooo even fater my head was fallin offf soon.... the DING stilll use the phone and tried 2 smoke... argghhh... wanted 2 'pian' the DING... we reach there one hour earlier then the tour person sae de time... we went to hotel the room was not packed... the we put our luggage then went out... i saw DAYTONA!!! woo hooo!!! i ask my sis 2 play wif me... haha... soooooooo fun..... then went 2 play other games...

3rd dae=> woke up supper late i think... cuz of the stupid place there which can make ppl dun sleep de... then played the games there again then come bk 2 s'pore liao... it is suchhh a "fruitful" trip... sry guys if i didn't buy anything... there isn't much shopping centres there... reached home at abt 10 plus plus or 11 plus plus... went ta bath.. then v late sleep.... woke at 10 plus plus..

is tiz the longest post i eva typed??? i'm goinf 8pc next year... yi jie go 8tri.. :( cannot be in the same class mext year.. :(:(:(:( :'( boo........... tiz sux!!!

8pc`here`i`come`

boo hoo

2006-10-27T03:43:00.000-07:00

i wanted 2 post tiz morning but i busy writin sth... i watched gong just now too... and i hope everything will end what i expected...

when i was sitting on the bus yesterday, i was thinkin of the differences and similarities on the last day of sch... i realised that there is not much similarities except the throwin of chairs.... i can list out a long list of differences if u wanna me to... but the most "memorable" difference is that i didn't want 2rp to be separated... i took lots of pics and videos yesterday... those might be the last gift that 2rp can give me... it was such a memorable day yesterday... i regreted not tresurin u all as much last year...

i will miss the times when we were gaoin the teachers we hated to another teacher... i miss the times we had excursions together... i miss the times when we patched up after each cold fight we had... i miss the times when we were campin.... and i am sorry to the ppl whom i de zui... i am also sry to the ppl whom i "heck care" at mo mo period of time... i am very sry... hope ya will forgive me....

there`is`only`two`word`in`my`dictionary`=>`2`and`respect`

love ya guys!!!

2006-10-23T06:52:00.000-07:00

tiz is wat i wanna sae 2 mui cose fwends...
SWAM(haha...)=> u will be mui best fwend 2eba... i wont 4 get u...
yi jie=> u will oso be mui best fwend 4eba.... and remmember jj rox!!! haha...
jasmine=> the time when i am qian bian nust not be 4gotten...
pas=> haha... luv u mushroom pascowee...!!! hehe :P
dewi=> tks 4 being there 4 me when i am feelin sad... arigatoo...
vanessa=> i will miss the day u tickle me!!! haha...
max=> woo hoo... stingray rox!!! haha... jkjk...
cheetak=> mizz the flickin of mui hair!!! haha..
delvis=> im nort close 2 u lah... nut hope ya will beeee happi always...:)
oscar=> miz de days when u 'duo' me from takin 31... haha....

and 4 all,,,=> i wont 4 get u...
=> the time we spent 2 gether wil never be 4 goten...
=> les stay united as a class
=> hope we get 2 the same class next year!!!

2rp`will`never`be`seprated`
i`will`keep`the`treasures`in`mui`heart`

ahchooooooooo....!!!

2006-10-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

woohoo.... went 2 old folks hm 2dae... woohoo!!! very fun... some of de old folks very hyper, some very "isolated"... we didn't know wat 2 do when we got there... haha... first we did colouring then singin then play then byebye....

no woohoo.... :'( 2rp goin 2 get seprated liao... sooooo... sad.... i will miss each and everyone of u in 2rp even we nort close...

how`i`wish`the`time`can`stop`

woohooo

2006-10-12T18:40:00.000-07:00

woohoo... the exams r over... lazy 2 post yesterday... haha... my ACC will get F9... haha... yay!!! i only knew how to do 3 questions... and they r the questions tat my & yi jie read... haha...

woohoo...todae no sch... haha... haiz... so fast holidae liao... then the time spent wif 2RP will be lesser.. :( :'(

together`as`one`=>`2respect`

devil vs angel

2006-10-09T02:29:00.000-07:00

=> woo...hooo... juz changed my blogskin... haha... i find i lyk siao... i wanted to make my own one but i dunno how... haha.... i wanted a black bg.. but the one tat i found very plain.... haha....

tats`all`folks`

another post.....

2006-10-08T20:59:00.000-07:00

=> i so long no post liao... my blog is lyk dead lah.... i wanted 2 chage muah bloggskin but make until i wanna die liao then no change... might be changin later.... haha.. ppl... can you lyk tell me if muah blog hab virus not.... cuz ppl sae have and i wanna check... ty and sry...

=> waah... :'( i've been hated by tons of ppl i think... ppl cancelled my name in thier links... ppl dao me... ppl........ wth... hate me then y dunn wann tell me!!! got a feelin of jumping down the buildin and juz sae bye...

=> problems have been "added"... first exams... next ppl kept accusin me 4 sth i did not do... even the colour that i lyk have made ppl sae sth bad abt me... "in front of me" some more....

=> okay lah you can't ask me to act lyk her rite??? she can do many things that i can't so??? u an me 2 follow her??? i would become a "follower" lah pls... ppl kept praisin her lyk she a god or sth.. ppl are different lah!!!

=> exams r goin 2 be over!!! just left wif eng and math..... and ACC of course but i wanna study it... its lyk so sian and i dun wan 2 know abt china's history....

pls`dun`be`such`an`idiot`

i wan ur hair!!!

2006-09-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

...i can't sleep... waah!!! i wish i dun hab 2 go 2 sch... i hate exams... hab 2 study lyk siao... why must we have exams? can use those common test marks wat!!! arggh!!!! ppl kept telling me tat i can make it 2 8PC but i dun tink so... cuz my results sux!!! all the test i either fail or omly borderline pass... :'(

...somehow... i dunno why... maybe i am influenced... i didn't lyk paul's hair tat much before... but nw? i have been tokin about cutting his hairstyle... omg... haha... at first i wanted 2 wait till my dance ding if the teacher didn't choose me 4 SYF then i cut my hair... but now... i seem 2 lose confidence in myself... i kept tellin others tat he would nort choose me... so i wanna cut my hair!!!!!!!!!

why`are`you`changing`so`tremendously`

omg... the result sux...

2006-09-07T19:58:00.000-07:00

...i didn't expect paul 2 go home.. i expect jonathan 2 do tat... omg... cuz jonathan sux... haha... ok lah every one was quite good on wed... but my first impression of jonathan is he sux..haha.. cuz he was mumbling the first time i watch si... omg.. haha...the next 2 be out must be jonatan!!! haha....

...haha... jasmine tye goin cchms.... anyone goin??? wat if no one was there??? then it will be soooooooo malu... haha....

...haha... everyonr keep putin tortise in their msn nick.... i am goin 2 put too... argg!!! i haven finish my hw.. :'( goin 2 finish by today.... by hook or by crook...

the`truth`is`indeed`hard`to`accept`

yay.. incinaration(dunno hw spell lah) plant day!!!

2006-08-25T04:48:00.000-07:00

baba... so long no post liao... :( todae hab history test.... omg... goin to fail liao lor... the structured essay ding so charm... 20 marks.. argh... luckily der "bu yao dong zhang xi wang" teacher gave extra 5min... or else i cannot finish.. found out sth... todae she didn't sae bu yao dong zhang xi wang... haha...

baba... r&j fail liao lor... i so bad... made s.w, y.j, and joanne get low marks... :'( sorri guys... i like 4got my lines.... and van keep telling me to tok louder.. tat means i tok very soft... then when i said my line wrongly, i said 'oh shit' dunno ms ho heard not... ahh...

baba... yay!!! todae went 2 incineration plant... haha... so fun... took some pictures... everyone was like covering their noses cuz they sae very smelly... but, smelly meh? maybe my nose got prob... there is this air-coned room which joanne saes smell lyk shit wif perfume... when walk back tat time the i breathe in v. hard then really smelt it.. but nort very obvious wat... then the lift damn cute lor.. hab time de... haha... pas even read der ding out loud.. haha... furni... then in the lift, hennes touched max... the max shouted 'dun touch me' then so furni again... haha...

baba... watching tv now... yesterday the s.i. very wat lor.. dun sae better later i get boxed... some ppl in rp might know what i am thinking...

ps. tag my blog leh...

three cheers 4 2rp'06!!!

2006-08-14T06:42:00.000-07:00

.... today hab der skit ding... haha.. it was so fun... today is also der first time i wore home clothes out if CCHMS.... haha... ah ma was so funny 2dae... sh fan ying chi dun... wait a while then fall... wonder if the ppl cing tiz i tot we gu yi one or wat... haha... lol... we spent half of the lunch break till th performance preparing.... we tied up ahma's hair then "spray" wif baby powder... haha... so fun.... her bun dropped and dropped and dropped... she move move move then the ding drop drop drop... haha... i spamming... so sad lor.. the skit 1 was cut off... i was so shocked... i wanted 2 faint...

.....behind the scenes was fun... when we were waitin 4 our turn 2 perform, i go fan those ppl around me... we played 205.. haha... we jian yaing.. haha... during the song everyone hab der sian look on their face... omg... the rap is lyk soooooo patheitc... i think no one raping lor.. haha... i think tats alll............... haha...

sucess`is`a`great`thing`

haha

2006-08-12T04:06:00.000-07:00

whow... juz change my blog skin.. haha.. maple freak!!! haha... tat personwho created tiz blogskin so damn pro.. haha... nice.... heys if ya hab any comments, feel free 2 tag me!!! flood my tag box now..!!

maple`freak`

haha...

2006-07-31T06:48:00.000-07:00

todae after PE it rain 4 de whole day... haha... so cold.... haha... sth funni hapened.... but it is so malu lor... we took the big umbrella from the dunno wats tat called... haha... then we walked back to class carrying tat.. haha... so fun lor... i was lyk oh my godding 4 de whole trip.. haha... during recess, we took it back... we saw grace and she laugh lyk siao.. she made me even maluier.... haha...

i went 2 c de NDP ding on saturday wif my mum... the firework is behind me... haha... we had 2 take umbrella so de firework ding will not brun our hair.. haha.. then when we had 2 open up our umbrella, mine was spoilt... in the end i had 2 share wif mi mum... wen i wanna take the fireworks picture ding i had to turn around lyk siao... haha....

pls`don't`treat`kindness`wif`evil`deeds`

omg

2006-07-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

omg.. de techer postpone der skit to 14 augest.... it is lyk so LONG lah... how am i supposed 2 wait 4 so long 4 de skit 2 happen... wat if they postpone it again and again and we will never get 2 perform... i was wait 4 diz day till the flowers wilther(i dunno how 2 spell lah)... haiz... we brought all dedao ju 2 school todae... they should hab told us ealier lor... haiz... but it was good lah... we can hab more time 2 practise.. haha... our skit is still VERY bad lor... it is lyk mei lian jian ren one.... haiz.... the rehersal for my skit is better on friday than today.... haiz... they didn't knw what to do and we hab 2 tell them... then someone.... forget it lah... but i pity yi jie lor... she almost dun hab anything to sae... haiz...

pls`dun`do`tat`2`us`pls`i`beg`u`

my heart beat is faster nw...

2006-07-21T03:00:00.000-07:00

monday is the day
the day 4 the "death day"... haha... hab 2 do de skit... omg... we are not even qualified to go up on stage to present it.. to me lah... haha... i dunno how 2 sing de song lor... goin 2 DIE haha.... our class is lyk so pathetic... only a few ppl stay bk 2 practise 4 de skit... so sad... but wif them not around is better if u think on the bright side... there will be no one there disturbing.... haha...

todae went to do the stations on racial harmony... haha... it began from fun to boring... haiz... but the henna was quite fun... i didn't dare to draw it miself cuz mi hand will be "hui ronged" haha... cheetak wrote 4 me... haha.. tks...

y`are`we`always`controlled`by`ppl`

i wanna die!!!

2006-07-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

suddenly, tiz few daes i felt that my whole worldis full of darkness... no one wouldanswer my questions and no one will listen to me... although i didn't help u much, i am still saddened by the way u treat me... we wereclose friends one, to me, but u might not think so. you made me feel like wanna cry when u did tiz to me... i don;t wannatok abt u animore.. so tat the sad ding will not be thought...

haha... today bjorn won pride for 2RP!!! yay!! we actually hab sth tat is good for us to fell proud of...

sucess is sooooooo great

2006-07-09T06:03:00.000-07:00

it was a sucess!!! de dance peformace was great!! after soo many weeks of hard work, it has finally paid off... but the sad ding is the dance ended lyk juz a blink of de eye... :( it is strange tat after every peformance, i lyk dance MORE!!! wanted to wear dance tee 2 tution todae but mom didn't let... :( :'(

juz cut mee hair 2dae.. my fringe is so short.... when i tie me hair up i ding i look like a guy... lolz.... dun dare 2 go sch tomolo liao... :'(

dance`rawk`goin`2`dance`4`de`whole`dae`

!!!My Nervous System Is Working!!!

2006-07-07T04:06:00.001-07:00

tomolo hab 2 perform liao... so jing zhang... i accidentaly fell today during practise.... so malu... :'( haha... watching de channel 8 show now.. haha.. haha.. haha.. it is damn funny lah... although i watched it before i still every day "zhui" tat show... haha... i found my cao cao cd.. at last!!! i found it lyk siao and it is actually in my sis cd box... wif jay chou's cd... omg!!! :( haha.. todae de art teacher so blur.. tot iss 1045 then is his lesson... haha... in the end we waited 4 sooooooo long and he did pop up... haha... in th end we went bk 2 class.. then he came.. and it was lyk only a few minutes left.... ohya.. juz got a new name... haha.. joanne got it 4 me... pepperdy.. haha.. we laugh lyk siao juz now.. haha...

it`is`cchms`anniversary`tomolo`
jj`rawk`cao`cao`sarang`heyo`yuan`lai`
crazy`over`jj`

2006-06-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

haiz... feel so lonely.. no one to tok to, so hab 2 write it out... it doesn't make sense lah... but i still wanna type it out.... if ya wanna understand it, read between the lines....

I wish I were not born into tiz world
As I have problems 2 solve
I wish I were dead by now
As the problems could not be solved

I wish I had not stepped into CCHMS
As ppl dere hate me
Even though they don't say it
They show it

You treat me like i am invisible
And never ask for my opinion
You hear out the views but never accept them
For you think they are useless.

I am sorry I wrote about you
But i have no choice
As my friends is very limited
And no one will listen to me

I wish it were still de pri sch years
When everyone is fun
We would listen to each other's problem
And help solve them too

I am a lonely little girl now
With nothing to accompany me
Except dance for me as company
And all my pri sch friends

THE END.....

special thanks to Vanessa and Shi Wee.

it doesn't make any sense at all. i think. this is written based on my 6th sense. when u c tiz, if there is anyding to change to make it better, feel free to tell me. tks... and tks 4 de friends out there.... i will cherish you.... :)

crying 4 help!!

2006-06-20T02:34:00.000-07:00

its is goin to be sch reopenin soon... and i have a pile of hw not done... cuz of:
1st week :china trip
2nd week:dance(nt everydae)
3rd week:doin "lian hua" 4 mts
4th week: which is tiz week...
arggh... there's not much time left... bb... gtg& do mi hw... juz changed my cursor... don't know if it works... ppl help me c if my cursor changed to a hearts pic.. tks...

why`am`i`always`accused`4`sth`tat`i`had`not`dine`wrong

~~

2006-06-12T04:15:00.000-07:00

went to mts todae... to do the "lian hua" thing.... there is a pond dere... frogs "spit out saliva" into the pond... haha... the frogs so cute.... but i still think cchms de lake nicer.. hab real turtle/tortise... fish too... hahaha... nth to tok abt leh... oh.. i did lots of "lian hua" in the past few days... so fun....

live`4`youeself`not`4`others

I'm back!!!!

2006-06-03T21:45:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!! reached s'pore and 4.32am... haha.. too tired.. no sleep in airplane... watch aquamarine.. haha... so nice der show.... i went to suzhou, hangzhou, wuxi, wuzhen(juz 4 a while...), nanjing and shanghai... hahaha... when u go shanghai, u will always hear the hornin sound of cars... so fan.... then there will always be traffic jam dere... haiz.... der wuxi tour guide very lor sor....monotone too.... listen until i wanna sleep.. and i really slept.... haha... wuzhen is very "xiang xia".... we only sat a boat dere.... we ate "ding po rou" in hang zhou.... it was soooooooooooo fatty.... all der fatty meat.... illl...... but it was quite nice lah..... tat day i drank a lot of chinese tea... haha.... we only saw those house tat rich ppl live in at suzhou... i took lot of pictures... all de place we went dere is a small soviner.... haha.... we bought lots of thing and went wif 2 luggage and cone back wif 5 and still hab some plastic bags... haha... it was very HEAVY.... my hands r broken now.... haha.. tat the end of de brief ding i did my china... the worse ding is tat i didn't buy dancing shoes!!! i couldn't find them..... haha...

lamers`rules
home`sweet`home

yay

2006-05-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

now slacking lesson... got back english marks.... first time got As... so goods... happy.... haha todae no project work... yay... todae is also the start of dance day... so long no dance then will become inflexible... so sad.... during the holidays i will be going to china.. when i come back, i will be so china... cuz of the trip, i cannot attend the dance camp and 3 dance lessons.... then i cannot perform... SO sad.... then cannot earn CCA points... so sad... then cannot have bonus marks 4 the ''o"s... juz choose the combination i wanna go... i surely cannot go to my fist choice, 8triple.... cuz overall pecentage not enough... i am quite sure i will go to 7PC.... haiz

results`are`out`and`so`is`my`tears...

lamers`rules

waah

2006-05-17T02:32:00.000-07:00

todae i got back my e lit... waah... i got very poor... so sad... but happy of my hisory results... i study lyk siao and at last i pass!! yay... people out there, if u fail ur test, work harder next time... anyway... haiz... we were given work to do... its lyk so... juz finish our exams and work comes... we haven even took our papers back... any way... wish the people out there good luck!!!!! and study smart!!!

`results`r`out`and`so`is`my`tears

sianz...

2006-05-16T00:47:00.000-07:00

Haiz... Exam over... nth to do at home... cannot always use com.... so sad.... wish i can go out wif my primary sch fwend.. miss ya all... :'( didn't go back to sch tiz vesak day... cannot visit teachers.... miss them too... expecially form teacher of 6B'06.. playing harvestmoon and goin to play maple later.. haiz... tonight still hab tution... exam juz ended and tution starts... can't i have a break?

results`r`out`and`so`is`my`tears..

juz passin by

2006-04-22T04:19:00.000-07:00

i'll juz make tis short.... exam r coming... tiz is the reason... juz told someone one of my secrets.. which is kept fm last year.. :P...
lamersrules!!!

stress...

2006-04-18T00:16:00.000-07:00

Exam comin.... cannot blog too much... muz study... oops... arhhhh.... dreamt of someting eerie last night.... so bad...

:'(

2006-04-10T04:12:00.000-07:00

omg... sports day tiz thurs..... how am i supposed to go there... soooooooo far.... die liao....

free from depression...

2006-04-05T05:03:00.000-07:00

haha... juz create moi blog... so poor ding... dunno how to make.. =>